Split heart
But you already were at the bottom, yet you started digging down. You have reached the bottom and still felt the need to be even more worthless. Nobody wants to stand you, nobody wants to help you. They just do it out of pity, and even then you think you are loved. I am jealous, I wish I could lie to myself as much as you do to yourself. Your friends will abandon you and your lies will be seen for what they are;
Pathetic attempts to have something of your own. But you aren’t a creator, you are a worthless sack of flesh. A destroyer of all that is worth something. The value of your existence is negative, so please. Leave us alone, spare us the ‘pleasure’ of your company.